Conversion without integrity: Thinking of pursuing conversion to Judaism while concealing your belief in Yehoshua as Mashiakh? Don't do it. This is the kind of deception that can get your conversion nullified. That's not the worst of it. While I (as a Netzarim geir toshav) do not believe that observant Jews need to share my beliefs about the identity of the mashiakh, I am well aware that concealing or denying what I understand to be true can have no good consequences for my own soul. Be honest. From Schueller House.